Okay, I know, strange title. But seriously. How do you feel about lying. Do you feel it's good to lie to protect someone? Do ya? Well lemme tell you something. They don't like it. They don't like it AT ALL. 'Cause it just makes it worst.
"How would it be
if everything that you thought you knew was
Turned upside down
Opposite from your point of view"
How WOULD it be?
I'll tell ya.
It would suck.
You see, recently, my dear old father has been keeping things from me. He FORGOT TO MENTION that he had CANCER. Then he forgot to mention THAT HE DIDN'T. Then he told me, oh, I don't need the surgery. He does. He didn't tell me that he's going to get this RADICAL surgery to take out something that is TOUCHING HIS HEART AND LUNGS and that involves BREAKING AT LEAST TWO RIBS.
He didn't tell me that he was going to get a job here. He told me that he would come back to Swarthmore, that he would be with us again.
He told me that we were going to be in a beautiful house. He forgot to mention that we haven't bought it yet and that we might not get to. He also forgot to mention living with friends.
He forgot to mention that we were almost broke.
He forgot to say that my uncle C was NOT okay. That I've been worrying about something, not nothing. That maybe there's more to his freaking out than we know. That I should be worrying.
He forgot to mention tons of other things, too.
Sorry for freaking. But I wanted to get this off my chest, and this seemed the easiest way.
Anyway, I guess my point is, don't lie to protect someone if they deserve to know. Ever.
The end!!!!
Dissapointed and Distressed,
Isa x
The Song was by Ellis. The name is "How Would It Be"
It's AG's fave song ever. and her mom's. hah
again,
Isa x
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