Confused and Tired of Being Stuck

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO..............
you didn't see the last O's i guess. I'm trying to be patriotic. Sorta. You know what's funny? Where I am right now, the Texas/Mexico borderwall area........ the immigrants are so much more patriotic than anyone I've ever known up in PA, or anywhere else as a matter of fact....
I don't know.
Anyway, what's been up? Fourth of July. I guess that's great. No good way to spend it though (at least for me), because it is tooo friggin hot down here. I haven't left the house really except to get my hair cut. :D It looks awesome, by the way.

Now, on other news...
For those of you that don't know, we give codenames for people. Now, it would be very impolite to state all of them, but I'll give ya a few ;)
Mine used to be cripple. Mostly 'cause I always manage to hurt myself in one way or another. I'll give you the ones we don't particularly care about:

Isa= Marina (my new one)
Susan= Sally
Eden= Rosie
David= Joseph

Now here's the hard part. The thing is, Sally used to like this guy named Bob. Except now she doesn't. Now she likes Carl. This is annoying.

You see, everyone has their "Phillipe". Phillipe was the original dream guy. As you can see, it kind of expanded. But that's not the point. The point is, everyone has theirs. And I don't. I don't mean that the guy I like doesn't like me back. I mean that I have no guy in mind. Which is really annoying, 'cause when I get together with my friends it's "Phillipe this, Bob that, Sam this, Carl that."

So right now, here's my guy.
Gaston= ?

Gaston came from some wierdo musical or something. I don't know. My friend Shayna made him up. But that's the thing: HE'S MADE UP. And now I'm convinced that I won't ever like anybody.

Now, that was all for the benefit of one of my friends. You want the real news?

Mkay. How many people do you know drink coffee in the summer? ME! I'm drinking it right now, and if I was in my room and not in an open office, I would probably be in a super skimpy tank top and short PJ bottoms. But the coffee keeps me awake, so I guess it's all for the best. Hahaha.

Who wants to see my haircut?
You probably already did. Being my stupid self, I can't find out how to move them to the bottom :D
So bear with me.

I don't know what else to say..
hmm..
OH!!
I haven't added a quoter. Here's one of my favorites that I'e been listening to all day :D

"So whatcha gonna do
And whatcha gonna say
When we're standin' on top
And do it our way

You say we've got no future
You're living in the past
So listen up
That's our generation

Hey oh
Let's go
It's goin down tonight
Hey ho
Let's go
We're gonna do it till we die
Cause I
I've got no reason to apologize
That's my generation"
I know it's a long one, but it's the best :)
THe song is Generation by Simple Plan I think :)
Love yas!

Isa xo